about Feelings

Spin me around
Turn upside down
Jump like a heartbeat
Weep for as long as a piece of string
Hold on
Never let go

Go round the bend
Whirl
Twirl
Shudder
Stop
Deep breath

Shout indoors, no attention
Questions asked, no answers
Lost in the long unwinding road
Travelling in the jungle of people
Thoughts are incomplete,
Distant from the one good thing
Shattered
Broken
Pulled
Disappearing
Fading away
A hopeless wonder to never return

Desperate, now charging
Battery gone
Ripped
As easy as paper
Blind
As a bat
Stained glass is only pretty
Pain directed at the mind
The head is an easy target
Destruction is with out a doubt

Rollercoaster begins again

I wrote this in 2006. I guess this is how I have felt over the last couple of days, not much more to say really...